Pegorama

damn I just got all excited thinking about Flatstock.  Talk about going in there and bleeding cash…  aw sheeeeeit.

Looking for the right kind of live free or die…
I want to see your smile through a pay phone
The season has changed
I want to see you in it
The lights that shine are caustic without you.
When we’re all passed over
The rhythm of the river will remain
And it will remain
Nicotine and waiting
Just wanted to keep it alive
You turn and before you know it
We’re just threading this needle for life
A brighter way is what you prove
Anesthetize is what you do.
When we’re all passed over
The rhythm of the river will remain
And it will remain
Someday we’ll be together
Farther south than the train line
The Delta mud will be there
We’re just living this way
Because we know no other
When we’re all passed over
The rhythm of the river will remain
And it will remain
Looking for the right kind of live free or die

Thank god for David Cross.  That man makes me smile even when I think I cannot. I’m so lucky to have most of his stuff on my ipod.

I was hoping things would start looking a little brighter after I got done with the recent events that had been sucking the life out of me. I was looking forward to getting back into a regular sort of workweek - spending time with friends, prepping to move (again) and heading out to SXSW, with a quick trip to see the man in my life, who is in TX right now.

Everything but the quick trip is happening. And so I should be still grinning, because I get to do all the rest, but I’m just all shades of blue right now. The uncertainty is a bit more than I can stand right now.

And my boss bought me a bouquet of flowers for my desk yesterday.  With callalillies.  I love those flowers.  Yeah, it’s great to work for someone that sees the effort that goes into producing a successful event.

It’s for comments like these:

“DocuDay was absolutely outstanding. I attended the entire event and am a new person for it. Bless you all for the ways in which you contribute to the production of such events and works of art/education.”

That is why. And to me, documentaries are the underdog films of the world, and I’ve always rooted for the underdog.